I was going to be swimming naked in the pool and then get out and immediately go to the lounge chair next to the pool when the "pool guy" was going to show up to service the pool and eventually me who was masturbating while watching him clean the pool. It was a one on one scene with me and another guy.
In the other stuff I had already done I was totally calm and had no issues getting naked, getting hard and fucking in front of other people. I was shaking like a leaf prior to which was totally not like me. The next week they had scheduled me in for my first scene. I said, what the fuck, let's give it a try. I could also do bi scenes where a female actress or two would be involved. I asked them more questions and they said I could be strictly a top and receive blow jobs, that I didn't have to get fucked or suck or kiss anyone if I didn't want to. At that point my eyes lit up and I think they knew they had me. The guys just do "gay for pay" and they also said I could make up to a $1000 per shoot depending on the circumstances. They pushed the matter (and a coffee table with a big pile of blow on it) and said that all the actors in their gay shoots are straight guys because that is the look they wanted in their videos, strong masculine men, not femboys. I immediately said not a chance, I was straight and no way I could do it. At first I was thinking they meant bondage, s&m type stuff, but they quickly made it clear they were talking gay action. Then one night when we were partying at the main house this director used for shooting videos, him and a couple of the other "big wigs" in their operation asked me if I would be willing to do some more hardcore shit. But as quickly as I made money it went back out the door on drugs and partying. We were all in the 18-22 age bracket so it was just a no responsibility show. It was a crazy scene and pretty much everything you wanted was at your fingertips.
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I did these for a while and then he asked one day if I'd want to do some full sex movies and photo shoots and showed me some of his portfolio and all things considered the chicks looked pretty hot and we were now talking more like $300-500 per day so I jumped right at the chance. If someone gets off from seeing me, so fucking what. I knew that these were primarily for gay guys to watch but I didn't care. The guy running the operation said he was impressed by my "re-load" ability and also that I had just the right cock for it.I'm about 8 inches, decently thick and my dick looks perfectly formed from shaft to head and can blow pretty big loads even after only a little break in between. I could sometimes do 3 or 4 scenes in a day.
I figured I was going to do it anyway so why not get paid for it and I was getting paid $100-200 per day that I did a shoot. It started with just masturbation videos of me lying in bed, or on a couch or in the shower jerking off.
This quickly evolved into the opportunity to do some "videos". Pretty low rent stuff, nothing glamorous, but a couple hundred bucks a week. Looking back I feel like a total asshole about it now as they wanted nothing more than for me to be successful and not have to struggle.sorry, I digressed.Īnyway, since I had no money and wanted to keep up my partying lifestyle and since I was always very athletic, in shape and considered "good-looking", through one of the people I met in the party scene I ended up doing some modeling to make some extra money. I was out of control and living one big party life on my parent's dime while they struggled mightily to pay for me to have the opportunity they never had and go to college.
Mainly party drugs like coke and ecstasy, and of course plenty of weed, but on occasion other drugs as well. When I was 19 years old and in college in Florida, I got really heavy into drugs.